friday night of bubble bath followed by red wine and the great gatsby because its a chilly may night and i've had a busy week. also a very special moment with belle who may not have much time left with me, i sat and pet her as she slept and cried with her because i just can't imagine walking through the door and not seeing her laying in her bed. sometimes i forget how important dogs are in our lives, how she sees me through everything whether or not she knows it. and it kind of hit me just how old and tired she really is. and maybe the whole year is starting to hit me, the year thats been a good year, but a hard year. and maybe i just needed to let it all go on her, because she just listens, thats what shes always done since she was mine as a puppy. forever thankful for dogs and the love they give.