Tuesday, October 23, 2012

"i missed you every hour.  and you know what the worst part was?  it caught me completely by surprise.  i'd catch myself just walking around to find you, not for any reason, just out of habit, because i'd seen something that i wanted to tell you about or because i wanted to hear your voice.  and then i'd realize that you weren't there anymore,  and every time, every single time,  it was like having the wind knocked out of me." -- leigh bardugo 
gimme a scarf, sweater and boots.
this weekend i was able to be in one of my favorite towns; beaufort, nc. if you've never been you are truly missing out. simply put, its perfect. the waterfront is beautiful, the houses have large front porches with rocking chairs and the flowers and trees that line the streets seem a little more enchanted than those in other towns. beaufort holds my memories from two summers ago which is another reason why it is so special. its just one of those places that always makes me happy, a place where everything seems to fall into place and the small details make it the way it is.

i'm currently reading the perks of being a wallflower (which i would highly recommend) and i've found it very interesting how charlie finds a way to describe the world in a way that makes sense. i always struggle with these descriptions myself, like how do i express to others how wonderful my day was when the sun was warm and the wind was cool and the sky was clear and i could wear jean shorts and a long sleeve t and sit on the sailboat and soak in the world around me. and i think i found it, i think it came to me when he said "i feel infinite." there's not much more that needs to be said after that. it was just one of those days when you felt warm inside.

i think this goes on to say that autumn is just one of those seasons, that is perfect. that warms your soul because its always beautiful. and simply driving down the street with the windows down and the music on its easy to be distracted by the vibrancy of the world around you. and realize how much there is to be thankful for, no matter what, we always have this beautiful world that God created for us, and for me autumn finds its own way to highlight that beauty.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

"i don't ask you to love me always like this,
but i ask you to remember...
i'll be different,
but somewhere lost inside me
there'll always be the person i am tonight."
- fitzgerald

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

tuesday night ramblings...

i need to organize my life. 
 i want to partake in retail therapy. asap.
i wish someone would bring me flowers. 
 i miss the summer i never had.

lastly, and most importantly. i desperately need to be inspired. 

Monday, October 8, 2012

"i believe that suffering is part of the narrative, and that nothing really good gets built when everything's easy. i believe that loss and emptiness and confusion often give way to new fullness and wisdom."
 -- shauna niequist (bittersweet)

Sunday, October 7, 2012

there's some days when i just need to watch sweet home alabama. today was one of them. it will never ever get old to me and i still can't get enough of: "what do you want to be married to me for any how? so i can kiss you anytime i want"

so here's to good kisses...

Monday, October 1, 2012

happy october!! such a wonderful month!